Cloudflare is in business and the First Amendment to the United States Constitution and the Rule of Law is protected.Cloudflare is great for web domain registration, denial of service attack protection, and tunneling private networks to the public.Kubernetes, Flatcar Container Linux, Clevis [TPM & Tang], and Keylime). I am interested in using hardware security modules (HSMs) and PKCS#11 to wrap data encryption keys (DEKs) with key encryption keys (KEKs) and store them in a remote key management system (KMIP).Git [Scalar, Large File Storage (LFS), Forgejo and Codeberg], Opengrep).Nix, Bazel, and Argo).Podman, Canonical Rockcraft, Trivy, Sigstore Cosign, and Artifact Hub).Wazuh SIEM/XDR, Suricata, and ClamAV with additional YARA rules for ring 3/userland protection. Studying Tetragon policies for ring 0/kernel. Fun fact: the ring paradigm comes from Multics). I want a micro-cut shredder (even though fire is better) and the Proton 1100 degaussing wand. It seems like affordable entrypoint to the realm of degaussing.Patriot Payroll, Thatch for Individual Coverage Health Reimbursement Arrangement (ICHRA) benefits management, Horilla for human resources management (HRM) for it's support of Andrew Grove's objectives and key results (OKRs) which John Doerr expands upon here, Remofirst for international HR employer of record (EOR) services, Weblate for internationalization/language translation done by professionals, Taiga.io for project management, Penpot.io for designing application prototypes, Twenty for customer relationship management (CRM), Swetrix for web analytics, Tracardi for customer segmentation, Activepieces for marketing automation (Node-RED is truly FOSS, but Activepieces is more convenient), ListMonk for newsletters, transactional emails and Fonoster-based SMS, Documenso for e-signatures, Papermark for document sharing/data/deal rooms, Docmost for team wikis with realtime collaboration, NextCloud for team drive/office suite, and Odoo for enterprise resource planning (ERP) back-office tasks like accounting and expense management that the other tools are not capable of.
For archiving, traditional banker’s boxes are not suitable. I prefer 100% cotton paper printed by the Canon GX4020 with pigment ink (refilling ink tank printers is more affordable than replacing ink cartridges), stored in acid and lignin-free boxes and folders. For sustainable copy paper I prefer sugarcane fiber. ULINE, Southworth, and BAZIC Products are great. I trust Iron Mountain for offsite archiving.
I am an advocate for the democratic republic model of state governance, free market capitalism (Feeding America's market for food banks proves Ronald Coase's rebuke of Vladimir Lenin's one single factory in The Nature of the Firm), accessible education, and collective narrative infrastructure. I'm saving up for a Chatham House membership for their eLibrary and a Philanthropy.com membership for GrantStation. For risk management, OpenRiskManual.org is useful to reference. For music management I suggest Sentric -> Distrokid -> Terrorbird -> AWAL. For geospatial data processing, I love Cloud-Optimized Geospatial Formats and I have found Development Seed's zine to be very educational. For privacy, I recommend Proton Pass & SimpleLogin (I created a free Proton account then purchased a lifetime subscription), Cloaked.com is great, I hate credit cards so I use Privacy.com to protect my debit card numbers, and iPostal1 to shield my address from merchants. I ship to Mr. W, but I am considering fluidly using Mx. W to protect the personally identifiable information that is my identity.
Prediction markets try to quantize the probabilities of the future (like predicting which politician will win, what their policy will be, what the downstream effects on the economy will be). Markets try to democratize the calculation of risk. What the markets think is not always true. We’ve seen it with financial crashes. Time and time again. Way back. New technology brings new risk. Enron was conscientious exploitation at the forefront of digital computing, and Knight Capital was poor system design. Black box artificial intelligence models often produce errors. I encourage using tractable probabilistic models for explainability in all industries. If a mistake is made it needs an explanation not a shrug and excuse.
Inspired by Renaissance Technologies, I plan to sit for the Series 65 exam for investment advisers, and I have been studying to write quantitative financial algorithms. Inspired by the University of Cambridge Centre for Business Research paper Shareholder Value or Public Purpose? From John Maynard Keynes and Adolf Berle to the Modern Debate by Suzanne Konzelmann, Victoria Chick, and Marc Fovargue-Davies, I may incorporate and invest in public benefit entities (PBLP/PBLLC/PBCs) with measurable purpose statements and triple bottom line accounting (I'm studying Edward Elgar’s Research Handbook on the topic by Sabri Boubaker, Douglas Cumming, and Duc Khuong Nguyen. I have had good experiences with Harvard Business Services, Inc., and I read they can assist with the formation of the public benefit entities, however currently their website does not have the option to create public benefit entities online. I may call +1(800)345-2677 ext 6900 or email info@delawareinc.com. After reading The “Value” of a Public Benefit Corporation by Jill E. Fisch & Steven Davidoff Solomon, I condemn vague and abstract purpose statements that do little but argue against the fiduciary duty of executives to shareholders. Thank you Ken Adams for criticizing abstract nouns. His book A Manual of Style for Contract Drafting is excellent. I like the flexibility to redline and negotiate agreements with private credit and boutique banks. I condemn private equity firms that loan-to-own their way to cutting pension. Vulture funds give the industry an evil reputation, but not every merger or acquisition is a hostile takeover. I condemn the abuse of patent offices with unnecessarily complicated patent thickets. To navigate these thickets, I found the law review articles Into the Woods by Jeffrey Wu & Claire Wan-Chiung Cheng, Anna Zhou's In the Thick(et) of It, and Emily Samra's The Business of Defense: Defense-Side Litigation Financing informative. I wish for the American adoption of Global Reporting Initiative (GRI) standards for measuring management, or at least an alternative that gets the gist of "pollution is bad". I disagree with restrictions on advisers preventing them from factoring in anthropogenic environmental risk and non-shareholding stakeholders. If we continue to chase profit over everything else, this planet should be renamed Gomorrah.
I personally like the looks of Interactive Brokers for international securities, Charles Schwab for payment-for-order-flow routing, Lightspeed brokerage for co-location near exchanges (quantum clocks and the Open Compute Project’s Time Appliance [I call it the chronomeister] are of interest, though a Freedom to Operate (FTO) analysis is applicable as I don't want to infringe on RenTec's patent), Wedbush Securities for clearing, and Bank of New York for custody. Investors’ Exchange (IEX) and their speed bump is also interesting because Ultra Ethernet network interface cards, EDSFF data storage, and custom application specific integrated circuits (ASICs) are expensive. OpenSanctions & fuzzy name matching, Plaid (KYC for investors), and Middesk (KYB for investments) are essential. On the matter of securities offerings, I am curious about Reg D for accredited investors (Nasdaq Private Market and Forge Global bring liquidity to private markets, but a lot of the companies I am interested in aren't on those alternative trading systems [ATS]. Venture capital has access to more deals as unknown founders pitch to them [the tech industry venture capitalists use the term "pitch deck" and I think the mainstream financial industry uses "pitch book"]) to Reg A (with Tier 2's audits, I trust securities offerings to unaccredited investors) to SPAC/Form S-1 initial public offering (IPO). I have reservations about Reg CF offerings. There are good crowdfunding campaigns and then there are evil ones. I'm reminded of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. Midsize Public Company Accounting Oversight Board (PCAOB)-registered financial auditors like Citrin Cooperman, EisnerAmper, CohnReznick seem to align with my frugality. The Big Four aren’t for everybody.
Retail investors don’t have the resources or expertise of institutional investors and often fail in due diligence. I am thankful for the freedom of pass-through shareholder voting, though executive boardroom decisions require careful consideration and resources. Individuals and families often are too preoccupied with other work and lack the education and information to cast informed votes.
Nowadays, AI is going to be the one casting votes. I’m learning that just as we are irrational actors, so are our machines. Only God is omniscient.
I wish for more registered investment advisory firms to be incorporated as (or converted to) public benefit companies and partnerships. I wish for more investment in public benefit corporations with measurable purpose statements.
I disagree with the wealthiest people that buy, borrow, die their way to intellectual property/intangible assets owned by Irish (I've read good things about the reforms in the wake of the expiration of the Dutch Sandwich) and other holding companies, immense wealth sitting partly hidden in Mauritius, Liechtenstein, Singapore, the United Arab Emirates (UAE), Uruguay, and South Dakota dynasty trusts and partially custodied in the bunkers of the Swiss Alps as part of a global wealth management strategy dispersing risks geographically pledging donations that look more like broken promises after reputational scandals. Opposed to effective altruism, I strive to be charitable as I earn, not after I earn. I’m but a very small cog in a very large system, but I play my part like an actor in The Tempest.
Evaluating the tax base erosion, profit shifting, and liabilities of the City of London's favorite offshore financial centers (Bermuda’s reinsurance, the Caymans’ open-end funds, Jersey’s closed-end funds, Cook Islands’ asset protection trusts, the Magic Circle of international law firms). They can be useful to defend against oppressive regimes but can be abused to deprive impoverished people of state services. There is good and evil. Mutual aid faces challenges in scaling to the needs of nations of suffering people. I am particularly impressed with The Bermuda Monetary Authority’s innovation in insurance-linked securities and catastrophe bonds that fund natural disaster recovery efforts.
In liberal democracies, it is commonly held that governments are responsible for enforcing the rule of law, while a free press plays a role in reporting on alleged corruption and abuses of power. The concepts of the fourth estate and fifth estate reflect the idea that press freedom helps ensure an informed public, supporting electoral processes that may lead to policy or leadership changes.
In these jurisdictions, for legitimate reasons, businesses and individuals are often granted legal protections for confidentiality. Additionally, banks are mandated to protect client information.
The police raid on Swiss journalist Lukas Hässig illustrates how these protections can come into tension with an investigative press. The International Press Institute has called for reform of Swiss banking law to “include clear public interest protections for journalists" when reporting on confidential bank information. If legislation introduced a ”public interest” exemption to Article 47 of the Swiss Banking Act, a clear definition and procedural test to substantiate its use would be essential.
I’m interested in responsible financing. I’m suspicious about the opaqueness of some sovereign wealth funds and the possibility for them to be abused by financial criminals. The Bank of Credit and Commerce International (BCCI) was a private company that was shut down by authorities. Sovereign wealth funds are controlled by the authorities. I support the adoption of the Santiago Principles.
I have purchased The Logic of Governance in China by Xueguang Zhou, which I think I read has been pulled from the shelves there. The Chinese private space industry has been taking off, and I thought about investing, but the markets are not free, the U.S. government doesn’t want our money there (pension funds are being told to divest), and from what I understand they don’t want us to be the recipients of their economic success. Venture capital firms like HongShan seem phenomenally successful, but have had to navigate complex international relations. From what I read in the news, it split off from Sequoia and is a fully domestic Chinese company. I also read the Chinese Communist Party is cracking down on the offshore financial center of Hong Kong as part of a plan to incentivize mainland China. I also purchased the book Sovereign Funds by Zongyuan Zoe Liu. From what I understand, the sovereign funds of China are very run differently than, for example, the sovereign wealth fund of Norway.
Concerning the environmental footprint of AI, I trust this article funded by the Tarbell Center for AI Journalism:
I wrote these words on the matter some time ago: Most data centers are inefficient. They consume massive amounts of energy and water, straining our resources. I’ve found some developing solutions we may see soon:
As a preface, energy powers data centers, generating that energy often consumes water, and water is also used to cool data centers.
Compute & Storage: Use efficient processors and storage. Instead of computationally expensive systolic-array-based AI accelerators, neuromorphic processing is far more efficient. Similarly, ditch power-hungry, heat-spewing hard drives for SSDs—especially EDSFF form factors, which offer higher storage density in a smaller footprint, cutting energy use and cooling needs.
Cooling: Build data centers in colder climates, and adopt efficient cooling technologies. Two-phase immersion cooling fascinates me. It’s wild to see expensive computers submerged in what looks like water, but it’s actually a non-conductive (dielectric) refrigerant. Submerged in a reservoir, the computers heat up, the refrigerant boils and evaporates, the gas cools on a condenser back into a liquid, then returns to the reservoir. Some older refrigerants were per- and polyfluoroalkyl substances (PFAS) which are terrible for the environment, but regulations spurred safer and more sustainable alternatives like hydrofluoroolefins (HFOs). These still contain fluorine, but fluorine is found in most modern refrigerants due to having chemical properties that are generally well suited for transferring heat. The European Union’s push (Regulation (EU) 2024/573) to phase out hydrofluorocarbons (HFCs) by 2050 worried me. Though, HFOs are not included in the EU’s phase-out initiative, nor the EU PFAS Restriction Proposal (REACH). Instead, controls are introduced based on global warming potential (GWP) thresholds, and thankfully HFOs have a low GWP.
Energy: Hot take: some molten salt reactors (MSRs) don’t need water for cooling and can deliver the energy exascale data centers demand. It’s nuclear, but when done right, it is safe and pretty clean. If you’re anti-uranium, thorium is an excellent alternative that thrives in MSRs. Either way, the fuel can be recycled to reduce nuclear waste buildup: about 96% of uranium fuel is recyclable, and thorium fuel offers even greater recyclability, with nearly all of it being reusable.
Beyond this, software should be efficient, and waste heat from data centers should be repurposed. While heat pipes efficiently transfer heat over short to moderate distances, they are not ideal for long-range transfer. Given this, a viable option for repurposing waste heat is to supply warmth to nearby buildings including ancillary facilities on the data center campus and local communities. Other options exist, but using heat for warmth makes sense to me.
Clemency is an important part of our society. When peoples’ lives are ruined by harsh punishments, what’s the point in trying to cooperate? It’s business leaders that reject people who have been convicted of crime. Managers come up with various reasons for rejecting candidates, the risk of reputation damage included, but I argue it’s virtuous to assist in rehabilitation. Daniel Diermeier’s book Reputation Analytics highlights the importance of strategic activism, and the Chicago Booth Review published the article Why We’re All Impact Investors Now. With authentic narratives built on collective social movements, there’s no need to spin messaging or manipulate the media (like sensationalist tabloids or fake politicians).
Ubuntu and Debian, Arch Linux, Flatcar Container Linux, I rely on TPM2.0, but I’m interested in OpenTitan and RISC-V Silicon Root of Trust chips, I’m excited about the CHERI Alliance for confidential computing secure enclaves, SQL and Postgres, Kubernetes (I prefer k0s over kubeadm, Metal3 over Tinkerbell (Cluster API), CRI-O over containerd, crun over runc, Podman over Docker, Canonical Rockcraft or Red Hat UBI over Wolfi over Alpine. I like Kata Containers and CoCo confidential containers, Cilium/Hubble/Tetragon, Trivy, Notary, and Harbor), OpenStack Barbican, KeyCloak, EJBCA (certificate authority), KubeVirt, Zero Trust Networking & Wireguard (I prefer NetBird for NAT traversal on residential networks lacking port forwarding capability), Nix, Argo, Just & Bazel (BuildFarm enables distributed builds that Buck, cmake, and ninja lack).
Python, JavaScript/TypeScript. I’m working in Golang on a private cloud provisioning tool with pivot automation capability. I’ve started using Google Gemini as a code assistant, but it’s too messy and so I am adopting StrictDoc for requirements management.
Sometimes I think too hard and believe I need to design application specific integrated circuits (ASICs) and write memory safe applications in Ada. Ada’s a little slow but it’s safe. Rust isn’t as safe, but it’s faster. Bjarne Stroustrup’s introduction of concepts to C++ is cool, but C++ is like bowling with the gutters down. 3D integrated circuits are the future, AI is needed to design them. Proprietary software is too expensive for me. The closest open source equivalents are not as good, but China is closing the gap in both design and fabrication tooling. ASML lithography machines are still the best, and there’s only a couple fabs in the world that can afford them. The licenses for proprietary instruction set architectures (ISA) are also too expensive for me. I love RISC-V’s free and open source nature. It’s backed by the Linux Foundation. It recently got mainline GPU support, but it’s not as featureful as x86-64/ARM. I wish for Sylkan to cut out the Rusticl-on-Zink translation and go straight to Vulkan. NVIDIA’s CUDA programming language is more featureful than AMD’s ROCm and Intel’s OneAPI. I personally prefer AdaptiveCpp for its heterogenous hardware support. I switch hardware around and I don’t like to rewrite code. I like what I see out of the Berkeley Architecture Research lab - specifically Chisel (based on Scala). VHDL is a little outdated. Chisel compiles down to Verilog.
Currently resigned due to confusion about the mandatory conscription of Croatian citizens into military service in response to Vladimir Putin's atrocious mobilization of the Russian military for war on Ukraine and incursions into Europe. For religious, moral, and medical reasons I conscientiously object to military service. Counting 2 Maccabees as part of the Deuterocanonical books, I pray for the dead and to Basil of Caesarea for peaceful diplomacy between Croatia and Serbia.
I am open to civil service and the European private sector. I plan on incorporating a multi-national consulting firm so that I can continue to advise my Co-Founder grow the company while I am overseas. Practicing the intercession of saints I invoked Francis of Assisi for his patronage of animals, and I have thoroughly enjoyed making dog treats.
I learn best through peer-to-peer hermeneutical dialogue, an internet connection, and staying skeptical and critically examining Google Gemini's responses to my questions (Socratic method) and prompts/queries. Using ontology (what is real?) and epistemology (what does it mean to know?), I self-study and, through post-structuralist perspectives, I piece together information as fragments of the truth. I am curious about both the humanities and the sciences. In science (e.g. geology and crystals), we try to interpret the world. In humanities, we are interpreters that try to interpret other interpreters. I study math best by learning about the history of the people behind it and what they were working on (I recommend A History of Mathematics by Carl B. Boyer & Uta C. Merzbach). I believe in creationism, that we are anthropic observers living in a fine-tuned universe, the symmetry and subsequent asymmetry of baryogengesis, emergent gravity, abiogenesis (from dust to dust [Genesis 3:19]), the hologenome theory of evolution, and the law of increasing complexity. I love reading research from the Santa Fe Institute and I wish to see the bison on the prairie at Fermilab someday. Jennet Conant’s book Tuxedo Park and Ananyo Bhattacharya’s The Man from the Future are great. John von Neumann was a mad genius. I condemn his pursuit to weaponize the weather. Weather modification (e.g. cloud seeding) can be used virtuously. I worry about the technology being used sinfully. Environmental conservation is important. I wish for our reservoirs to be surveilled by seL4 & RISC-V equipment and for the modernization of the geospatial data analysis and monitoring of our environment. I am worried about our biological exposomes (the effects of what we're exposed to) and the pollution from our anthropogenic activities. I care about the psychological and social effects of the media and information that we are exposed to as well. I have seen some horrors I don't want others to see. Having heard Sarah Wynn-Williams critique of John Stuart Mill in her book Careless People (I try for physical media to share better, though the eBook edition only costs $2 right now), I agree that publishing should not be a utility and that curation is necessary, I support The Christchurch Callto remove terrorist and violent extremism from social media, Tech Against Terrorism, and I am thankful for ROOST.tools. It’s a topic to be debated about. H.R. 7757, the Kids Internet and Digital Safety (KIDS) Act has been introduced to the Congressional House of Representatives. I’m no lawyer, but our democratic process and K street allows for the changing of laws and the freedom of association lets anybody incorporate companies protected with limited liability and corporate veils. I am a proponent of universal human dignity. I see the colors of our skin as melanin and I pray for more equitable economics and social policy for all. I enjoy creative writing and public speaking. I think René Girard's theory of mimetic violence is true and I examine genocides and war through the perspective of recursive trauma. I strongly believe that virtue can spread recursively as well. I only like to talk about genealogy when it's for heritage studies and personalized medicine (my mom's grandma, Nonna, said we are distantly related to the Archbishop of Esztergom, Hungary, Sándor Rudnay who was born under the reign of Maria Theresa and was made a cardinal in pectore [in secret] by Pope Leo XII, but it's hard to confirm lacking genealogy records). Hartmut Behr's proposition of "peace in difference" resonates with me. His book Politics of Difference: Epistemologies of Peace is difficult to read. I need a search engine and AI nearby to understand it. Dispelling the Thule Society, I know Vril: The Coming Race to be a work of fiction that was misunderstood and weaponized. The history of Zionism is complicated and controversial. The Bund were mostly unsuccessful, and Bolshevism meant atheism. I condemn genocide. I was surprised to find Mary and Joseph in the Quran. I pray for Palestine and Israel. Salam. Shalom. Love thy Neighbor. I apologize if you are confused by the pluralism of the United States' first amendment to the constitution. Deseret News (a Mormon publication) has a good article on it and Jonathan Greenblatt's words in Pluralism And Polarization – The Quest For A More Perfect Union align with the practice of Ubuntu (I am because we are). Peace be with you. Access to holy sites is important for everybody. The protection of the Temple Mount, the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, the Stations of the Cross, and Calvary (the site of his crucifixion) is important to me. I am curious about the historical prevalance of Buddhist ideas around the region of the Holy Land. Religion and the Subtle Body in Asia and the West: Between Mind and Body by Geoffrey Samuel and Jay Johnston looks interesting.
CISO Assistant, Prowler, VerifyWise, React Native (I personally prefer Qwik for its Google LightHouse scores), PyTorch/AI & multi-agent reinforcement learning, OpenAI Triton (I wish SYCL was more popular), Ray.io, MLflow, FerretDB, Valkey, NebulaGraph, Milvus, Prometheus/Thanos, Grafana, Apache Cassandra, Kafka, Flink, Spark, Airflow, Superset, Hudi, Presto, Velero, Kubewarden, OpenTelemetry, Genode & seL4.
I am concerned with the cybersecurity infrastructure I see and advocate for trust and accountability. Hyperledger Fabric and Chaincode seem to be useful for securing supply chains with immutable chains of custody.
I edited the intelligence cycle graphic from Wikipedia and generated this butterfly effect graphic with Google Gemini (I'm shocked at the throughline of weather science between Lewis Fry Richardson, John von Neumann, and Edward Lorenz). We share the same environment and intelligentsia. We do some work and talk about it, sometimes publish it. It stays disparate until someone or some algorithms string it together. I follow my curiosity trying to make sense of it all as I live my life and surf the web. I try to avoid secrets, but sometimes they matter. Attempting to dispel some of the apophenia and theories I confess I have been wound up in (I'm confused why the U.S. military is disclosing Chinese flying saucers? Is it true 🤔?), I think The Bilderberg Conference is nothing more but a selective group of nerds that talk about macroeconomics and the transatlantic West under the Chatham House Rule which means what is talked about can be shared, but who said it must be kept secret (Chatham House is a British invention that is open to membership applications from the public, and the Council of Foreign Relations is American and invite only. I haven't been invited. I read Foreign Affairs magazine and think the Chatham House eLibrary is better. I think the Atlantic Council tries to bridge the international relations community across the Atlatic Ocean. Humanity is still growing into the shoes of a globalized internet). The differences between the Basel Accords and is metaphysical grounding for timely dialogue. I am personally concerned about the weaponization of academic research. Cure cancer? Duh, go for it! Precision oncology research and cancer vaccines could help us all. At the same time, I have concerns. I condemn complete freedom and anarchy. For some things, there should only be a front door. Innovation is creatively destructive. Small businesses can disrupt monopolies with intelligence. I have been educated by the stories of François Xavier d'Entrecolles’s exposing of the secret of fine china (porcelain) and Pierre Poivre’s ending of the Dutch East India Company (the world’s first corporation and inventor of the stock exchange)’s Banda Islands. The French School of Economic Warfare is interesting to me. They complain about the American Rule of legal fee shifting. It's unfair what people with lots of resources can do to people on the come up. It’s asymmetrical lawfare. The Transnational Litigation Blog has me wary of forum selection and international arbitration clauses.
I wonder about the French school's elicitation techniques. I know they won't bring me to a blacksite and torture me, the French signed the Rome Treaty. I think they only spy and flirt. Maybe some romance scamming? I don't know. Be prepared. Expect the unexpected. Perhaps a date to the Skull of Mary Magdalene or the the Catacombs of Paris? Don't lose the flashlight.
All-powerful God, you are present in the whole universe and in the smallest of your creatures.
You embrace with your tenderness all that exists.
Pour out upon us the power of your love,
that we may protect life and beauty.
Fill us with peace, that we may live
as brothers and sisters, harming no one.
O God of the poor,
help us to rescue the abandoned and forgotten of this earth, so precious in your eyes.
Bring healing to our lives,
that we may protect the world and not prey on it,
that we may sow beauty, not pollution and destruction.
Touch the hearts of those who look only for gain
at the expense of the poor and the earth.
Teach us to discover the worth of each thing,
to be filled with awe and contemplation,
to recognize that we are profoundly united
with every creature as we journey towards your infinite light.
We thank you for being with us each day.
Encourage us, we pray, in our struggle
for justice, love and peace.
We are all connected in this environment. Butterfly effects emerge from our anthropogenic activities.
In the complexity of our relations is where my faith, hope, love, and charity emerges.
The history of the Aramaic word "Ephphatha" from Jesus (Mark 7:34), His parable of the Grain of Wheat, The Bible moralisée, and The Book of Divine Works are powerful.
I like liberation theology and believe in the Immaculate Heart and Immaculate Conception of Our Lady of Guadalupe (Mary, mother of Jesus — her Basilica in Mexico is glorious). I am interested in Justin Martyr’s Logos Spermatikos. I believe that only God knows everything (omniscience). Disagreeing with Pelagius, I believe in the original sin and the Fall. Inspired by Pope John Paul II’s call to breathe both the Western and Eastern churches as one set of lungs, and Pope Leo XIV's call for full communion with the Orthodox Church, I am reading Anna M. Silvas’s translation of The Rule of St. Basil in Latin and English. I affirm the Holy Trinity, the Act of Contrition, Apostles’ Creed, and the Nicene Creed believing that the Holy Spirit proceeds from both The Father, and from the Son.
The closest Jesus came to violence was furnishing a whip that He did not use on a person (John 2:15). For that, I disagree with John Brown's violence even though his fight against slavery was very honorable. We are humans, not property. We were told by Jesus to love ourselves and our neighbors. Love should never feel like slavery.
I get wary of mass surveillance, but I think of the heuristic that God is always recording. The Holy See sees some things, but not everything. Only He has total information awareness. To paint a picture, đźŽđź‘¨â€ŤđźŽ¨đź–Ľď¸Ź, in this world, His perfectly symmetrical divine light, the Logos, refracts through a prism (I think the prism is the Fall) like Isaac Newton's Opticks that creates a rainbow of asymmetrical quantum information that is our world. I sense a parallel in the symmetry and subsequent asymmetry of baryogengesis. The phrase creation "unfolding" and the unfurling of a flower's petals comes to mind, with our love emerging in the complexity of it all. I may know one subject matter, red, and you may know another, blue, green, any hermeneutic, any belief, any color. We navigate the rainbow of information with limited perspective/aspect (e.g. mind-body dual aspect or mind-body-soul triple aspect). Jesus came with infinity aspect and gave us the gospel and we are trying to interpret His teachings as He intended.
Examining the etymology of the words Roman Catholic, I am part of the laity of the Roman rite of the Universal Church — The word “catholic” is Latin for “universal”, and we all share one Christ who really did exist and work miracles. With personal piety, in the pluralism of the United States' first amendment to the constitution, I affirm Eun-Sil Son’s work Sola fide or fide caritate formata: Two incompatible principles? From Martin Luther to Thomas Aquinas as a metaphysical bridge between my Lutheran friends' sola fide (justification through “faith alone”) and the Roman Catholic “fide caritate formata” (justification through faith formed by love), as through faith alone (the faith of those who nurture us), we receive the sacrament of baptism (I was baptized in the suburbs of Houston, Texas) and through our grafted branches onto Jesus’ vine (Romans 11:17), love flows from His Sacred Heart and shapes us to be virtuous.
Contemplating modern social arguments with liberation theology, specifically social ontology and phenomenology of gender and sexuality (how fluid is the question of "who am I?" and how do we answer it? — how are our identities shaped?), I wonder if, one day, the magisterium of the Roman Catholic Church (with the laity, the clergy, the Dicastery for the Doctrine of the Faith, the Synod of Bishops, and the pope all walking together) could be opened to the ordination of women (like the Anglicans), gender affirming care, and demisexual matrimony? I don't have control of these matters, that is above me. For now, ELCA RIC is where I have seen the LGBTQ Christian community affirmed in the pluralism of the United States' first amendment to the constitution. I’m an advocate for "peace in difference" and love thy neighbor regardless of whom they are, leaving no one excluded, inspired by Jesus’ Parable of the Lost Sheep. Behind every saint is a sinner.
Building AI was like building the pyramids, and now the rocks talk back. What was a monologue has turned into a dialogue with the internet.
I pray for the protection of holy sites. I pray for the Temple Mount, the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, Calvary, the Stations of the Cross. I pray for the safety of people in the Middle East and the protection of the Holy Land. I pray for the Order of the Holy Sepulchre.
Carlo Acutis’ website miracolieucaristici.org made me believe in miracles, and his naming of the Eucharist the “Highway to Heaven” makes me smile. I think about Michael Slote’s From Enlightenment to Receptivity when I receive communion. I know the anointing of the sick to be respected and the history of Anthony of Kiev to be real (I think God wills us to see [and hear] demons as signs to get our lives in order), and I am amazed that Joseph of Cupertino really flew.
every possibility is only a series of events away and that time is simply a measurement.
I am thankful that I am fortunate to have (and have had) intelligent and loving friends, family, and a home. Growing up in the Town of Fairfield, Connecticut with a well-connected community has been tremendously helpful. Living between Bridgeport and Westport has opened my eyes to the consequences of wealth inequality. I attended public schools and went to Warde High School with my Mom who teaches a variety of science classes there. I am thankful for the passionate teachers that have educated me, our troops that protect us, our emergency responders that have had to deal with my friends and I, Bridgeport Hospital (the closing of rural hospitals due to rising costs is concerning — I'm excited to see what comes out of ARPA-H's PARADIGM program), and the healthcare workers that have saved my life. I am also thankful for the Diocese of Bridgeport. I strive to be charitable. I confess I operate on limited wisdom and perspective, and think the scientific method is incapable of proving some of the theories I've read. I simply have faith in my beliefs. I'm still a proponent of using it for research and medicine knowing the achievements of scientists that fish for Heaven.
I've been informed I can swap the glycolic acid for Paula's Choice. I'm impressed by C. O. Bigelow's apothecary — the oldest in America — in Manhattan (New York was traded by the Dutch to the English for the Bandas. The French disrupted the Dutch, and We The People, us immigrants on Native American soil, disrupted the English). Lately, the ICE trucks driving through crowds of protestors reminds me of a square in China. God bless the first amendment.
My parents love to garden. Tomato vines smell nice. I'm planning a microfarm like by my Boy Scout troop's square foot gardens.
I thank Tibor for this mug.
How did Vannevar Bush get so smart? Mazlow's hierarchy of needs (food, shelter, nurturement). He must have had passionate teachers and the ambition to rise to the challenges of the world in the complexity of it all.
Remy is an English standard beagle with doghood. He is named after a French rat, but also Fetty Wap's group, and a brandy made from the skin of Trebbiano (also known as ugni blanc) white grapes grown in the terroir of Cognac (coincidentally, Brandy is the name of the cat who was adopted by my Oma and is on a diet whom my Opa comments on, "there's enough fat cats on Wall Street"). I am his co-inhabitant, not his owner or master. The abuse of drugs and alcohol ruins souls. Andrew the Apostle perished on an interesting shaped cross. I pray to Michael the Archangel.
I've been experiencing tremors as a side effect of the medication I am on. My psychiatrist says it could give me Parkinson's Disease like Muhammad Ali. It's a complicated situation. I wish that the price of next-generation anti-psychotics comes down. I hope for more neurology researchers. I view neurons as like copper cables (it's not the same as passing energy through a wire I just like to look at it that way) that conduct signal through biochemical cascades and neurotransmitters. The food we eat has precursors to the neurotransmitters that affect the way we feel partly through the gut-brain axis. I've heard that our gut microbiomes are important. My Oma told me, and I read enough to agree, that the microglia shepherd the neuroplasticity of the brain and the way my neurons learn to wire. It reminds me of Intel's Lava neuromorphic processing framework's plasticity in its learning engine. I've read about the importance of extra-cellular vesicles in the maintenance of neuronal circuitry. I've read that the hypoxic state of microglia triggers the release of extra-cellular vesicles that signal for the creation of new blood vessels. Angiogenesis. It reminds me of the hypoxia-driven extra-cellular vesicle release found in the metastasis of cancer (how cancer spreads from one part of the body to another through colonization). I've also read about the importance of blood vessels to brain health. I'm happy to see progress. I was keeping up with research until the passing of my friend, and I am optimistic about the future. I've read a lot of great research. The intersection between neurology, psychology, philosophy, and hermeneutics, and religion is not written about enough. We silo ourselves into one topic or another believing that specialization is necessary to success, and I disagree. I think facts are like nodes, or dots, and beliefs are like edges, or lines. I like to connect the dots. Scientists roll their eyes at the Psychomachia, my priest hadn't heard of it but still helped me, and I've found myself in a much better place with religion and science working together. As I get older, I realize we are all skeptical of each other and trust is important. I'm thankful to have a supportive family, friends, and a great therapist to talk to.
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